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Tuesday, May 31st, 2011
12:57 am

Fuck! He does this every fucking time. I'm so sick of it. A fucking smiley face after all that shit and 4 months the second I could be happy.what the fuck??? How does he always know? Cursed....we are cursed.....Fuck!!! Asshole

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Sunday, March 4th, 2007
9:26 pm
Sweet awesome glorious tattoos coming in 2 weeks or so.I can't wait. Most of the idea is in my head now we just need to work around the putting it all together! Yay tattoo for me! I have bronchitis thouhg...that sucks
Friday, June 16th, 2006
12:06 am
24....getting old...I had a real nice day today though...if you take out the part where I had to go to school. I'm celebrating my b-day next sat. though so most my friends can be there....fun!
Saturday, May 20th, 2006
3:00 pm
If you ever need entertainment go to a walk in clinic/urgent care. I'm not even kidding....My suspicion that they sit there snorting drugs while they wait for patients is growing.
Thursday, April 6th, 2006
9:42 am
Hey does anyone know if there is a simple way to go back and make all of my really old entries friends only entries without going through each one by one?
Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
11:50 pm
If only you could see how awesomely clean my living room is right now :P I'm so proud of myself...I got rid of TONS of junk and useless things and threw all my dads stuff in his room for him to sort out. I feel accomplished for the day....tomorrow I start to conquer the kitchen!

Current Mood: accomplished
Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
9:11 pm
First Real day of work. It was so completely awesome. Nothing too exciting happened but everyone is super nice and very helpful and my work takes care of us really well. They paid for $500 worth of uniform stuff. My coat alone was 200. I was even able to take a 30 min. nap which was surprising because as you know I can barely sleep at my own house let alone anywhere else....It's strange...but it was great. I think this may be one of those jobs you look forward(or at least don't mind) going to.
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
9:31 pm
This could be fun if people comment
Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. It can be about me, it can be about you. It can be mean, it can be nice. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.
Thursday, February 10th, 2005
12:06 pm
I stole this...but sounds neat
If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
8:22 am
About You
I had another dream of you. I think they are coming to some sort of resolve. I hope that means they will end because they just make me miss you and hurt me even more when I dream with you there. I dreamt we were laying by each other talking and you told me you were going back soon. I asked if you were coming back and would you see me anytime in the near future. You said "Probably not" (sounds like you...)Not even if you came back, that this was probably it. We sat up facing each other and with tears in my eyes I said "I really wish you could know me and be here when I finally reach the direction I'm heading. It will be so wonderful" I started crying and you just looked at me real calm and hugged me...you knew it would be wonderful, and you were happy for me...but it didn't change that you would never see it or be around to experience it. In my dream we fell asleep laying next to each other, and when I woke up you had already left. When I woke up in real life I felt just as sad as I did in my dream...because it is true, and it is a shame...but that's how things are now. Life really can be sad at times.

Current Mood: nostalgic
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
3:44 am
LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:rubyraine
Your haiku:they have words of the
time and those feelings transfer
to me nothing left
Created by Grahame
Friday, July 30th, 2004
11:50 am
I haven't slept much. Two nights ago I slept 2 hours and last night I didn't sleep at all. I need to stay awake and watch my cat to make sure she is safe; I need to spend every minute awake with her. My beautiful loving kitty...how will I live without her? I felt so empty when she was hospitalized even though I knew she was coming home. What am I going to do Monday when she willl never return home? I need to pet her, cuddle her, love her every second that I have left until Monday unless a miracle happens to come around my way; a miracle can't cure kidney disease. I'm going crazy. WORK MEDICINE WORK!!!! I have honestly done everything possible that I can for her, now there is nothing more I can do. I am at a dead end and there is no way out. I have a hard time excepting that. My whole body is breaking and crying. It feels like night cause I have been up so long.......I need to hibernate for awhile soon.

Current Mood: scared
12:05 am
My cat is dying and everyone is leaving. Why can't bad thing happen in little burst instead of falling heavily all at once?

Current Mood: crushed
Sunday, July 25th, 2004
1:15 am
Finally getting an awesome laptop....I just have to wait over a week to get it. I'm soooo inpatient! Every writer needs a laptop. I will carry it everywhere to record my quick deep thoughts.
Thursday, July 15th, 2004
12:19 am
I hate you all. You are all worthless, what have I ever received from you? Why waste my time on selfish mannequins when I need the same from a human being that is never around.
12:17 am
Just look at the green veins, now popped out as a show. Drain the tainted flow, even if it never ends.
Tuesday, July 13th, 2004
8:51 pm
Can someone remind me how to do the (or whatever is says) thing?
Saturday, July 10th, 2004
7:01 am
I figured it out (well actually they did, I just enver believed it was so silly and purely that) I wrote it all down, and no one will ever see it. But it is perfect, doesn't change anything, but I get it.

Current Mood: drained
Friday, July 9th, 2004
6:00 pm
I know I'm a dork but webster.com is really interesting. They have words of the day and this section called "word for the wise" that tells you a fun story about how certain words became. I know, doesn't sound fun, but it really is.....especially when you are bored and don't want to finish school assignments.(Hey, I technically have until the 18th....)

Current Mood: bored
1:40 pm
I don't care what they say, generic brands of medication are NOT the same. I was on this one generic brand and it worked but made me feel sick and horrible and didn't even last as long as it should. I asked to be switched because this has happened with other medications and now it is working how it is supposed to and I feel great. Why do they even bother with generic brands? Besides antibiotics none of them really ever worked well with me.

Current Mood: calm
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